or why i have regressed
— f#@k ! it sucks to have ended up in retrograde; but alas, up and at it –
fear – which only resides in the mind … and calls out for evidence; this is the ruse – life abides to what the mind truly desires, and vibrates out …

auth – to be master, to cause to grow

author – my story is one of growth

authority – it is i , ceded / seeded from higher self / holy spirit

authentic – to be true
[ guilt is when the action is wrong/bad,
shame is the story that i am fundamentally bad;
to answer the title more straightforwardly ]