self – discerning – care

        love
  even in the midst of surrounding misery;
My story is tremendous
 if I be courageous enough
  – to just be –
 true:   to it, to me
  to all that wish to hear here
   (throw pearls not to swine)
  yet, how will I know ?
 that great fear
    of false affection
 I trust myself, 
   that great ineffable
      святой дух
  when engulfed, 
 in harmony with the perspective,
  that no longer originates in the eye/i,
  but rather is everywhere and nowhere,
    one can surf on ...