the science of the mirror in media

i can’t help but see the similarity between media and medusa …
yikes; med-usa

how does pornography “work” – mirror neurons – you see yourself as involved in the act itself – this is visualization without the work of one actually doing one’s own visualization practice [tell-a-vision]- i.e., how eldrich “tiger” woods envisions what he is going to do before he actually does it (although his routine was trauma-based molding from his navy seal father) … [ which is why he had a spectacular break-down at one point = loss of control ? ]

stop at the end of the slide show [the Q & A misses the point]

this is what is so dangerous about the current clime –
the difference between community and salvation grace, transcendence [?]-
one can only do it alone,
but support and help make it so much easier …
{ yet, the world is transitioning into a nerfed up world of safety above all else }


everyone who speaks a word against jesus or god will be forgiven
but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven
although, to be far, what do i know ?
the more i ignore my soul / creative spirit
the more i dither in lament

the mighty wurlitzer plays on

until the waltz stops;
slowly at first …
and then rather abruptly.

there’s a theory that donald trump got into office
on the back of a bunch of dirt [ electronic mail ? ]
[this was ‘popularly’ labelled as “russian collusion”]
{ not to be confused with ‘properly’ labelled, as that is laughable }
instead of draining the swamp,
something something hounds and foxes;
they’re all in on it, following the rules of black-mail …

putin too,
lest i be a fool

and then, what ?
a mad dash of musical chairs …
gotta get yours,
even if it’s just t.p.

from the movie, the song i can’t seem to find anywhere:
“Here we are a-sailing, adrift without a dream.
We live for God and country, and yes, our God is green.
  So put your arms around me until the break of dawn,
  ‘Cause late at night the great and mighty Wurlitzer plays on.

Here we are a-sailing, adrift without a dream,
And though the news is frightening, it’s never what it seems.
  So put your arms around me until the break of dawn,
  ‘Cause late at night the great and mighty Wurlitzer plays on.”

on this embarkation of lent

mind scrambled 9without a body0
apparently that was deleted oftly quickly:
here’s a quick synopses:

[ Ai Language Models threaten all verbal acuity –
especially those that rely on narrative ;
i.e., auth-or-ship as auth-ority ]

oh, it gets so much worse …

There is an argument to be made with a previous article on this website …
the argument being thus: separation of mind / body / soul
[and this includes the new-age self-brainwashing cult]
what if vaccines really are meant to induce low level autism ?
and for certain individuals, due to
well, my mind jumped to this : why is autism higher in males ?
[Conclusion from the above linked study:
We confirmed our hypothesis that boys who undergo ritual circumcision [ male genital mutilation ] may run a greater risk of developing ASD [autism spectrum disorder]. This finding, and the unexpected observation of an increased risk of hyperactivity disorder among circumcised [mutilated] boys in non-Muslim families, need attention, particularly because data limitations most likely rendered our HR estimates conservative. Considering the widespread practice of non-therapeutic circumcision [ male genital mutilation ] in infancy and childhood around the world, confirmatory studies should be given priority.]

i digress; high functioning soldiers without a conscious … autistic STEM – in a race for technological supremacy … Why vaccinate, indeed ‽

full of grate

these were all over the neighborhood;
shockingly, no-body picked up this
sentimental trash
[ insert ukrainian flag emoji metaphor ]
[ night sight used on camera ]
orange blossoms
delightful fragrance

palestine, ohio edition

as if palestinians weren’t treated poorly enough already …

of interest:
The head of the EPA, Michael Regan, walked along a waterway that still smells of chemicals on Wednesday and attempted to convince skeptical residents that the water was fit for drinking and the air safe to breathe around East Palestine.

I’m asking they trust the government. I know that’s hard. We know there’s a lack of trust,” Regan said. We’re testing for everything that was on that train.

it’s the bottom sign that gives pause; the inverted pentagram

What was not officially listed as on the train ? – that is, what is a by-product of chemical denigration and especially burning of vinyl choride ?— dioxin
much-a-do about nothing ? possibly: keep this in perspective …

apophatic / cataphatic

in the pursuit of knowledge, every day some thing is added
in the practice of the tao, every day some thing is dropped
— tao te ching

of interest:
” In the future, we will eliminate the soul with medicine. Under the pretext of a ‘healthy point of view’, there will be a vaccine by which the human body will be treated as soon as possible directly at birth, so that the human being cannot develop the thought of the existence of soul and Spirit.
To materialistic doctors, will be entrusted the task of removing the soul of humanity. As today, people are vaccinated against this disease or that disease, so in the future, children will be vaccinated with a substance that can be produced precisely in such a way that people, thanks to this vaccination, will be immune to being subjected to the “madness” of spiritual life. He would be extremely smart, but he would not develop a conscience, and that is the true goal of some materialistic circles.
With such a vaccine, you can easily make the etheric body loose in the physical body. Once the etheric body is detached, the relationship between the universe and the etheric body would become extremely unstable, and man would become an automaton, for the physical body of man must be polished on this Earth by spiritual will.** So, the vaccine becomes a kind of arymanique force; man can no longer get rid of a given materialistic feeling. He becomes materialistic of constitution and can no longer rise to the spiritual “. — Steiner, 1917
** fyi, the video-link is to a hoax, but keep on reading and an open mind … ‽

mercury graduated to aluminium graduated to mRNA … yay !
that’s just a reference to a disgraceful substack !

“This is the Way of Peace:
overcome evil with good, falsehood with truth, hatred with love.”
freedom’s just another word for no-thing (of material worth) left to lose ?
jump to 1:17:48, watch for a few minutes … to 1:24:28 (goes off to conjecture at that point; i.e. fear-porn)
someone having fun with the barely sick ?
[ it was never about the virus – it was about fear to get to gene modification ]
This was Philip´s**** most pressing thought:
Philip: Who are they?
Me (I would type my responses in the same document for solidarity): who?
Philip: The animen
Philip went on to describe a phenomenon he constantly sees of a dense, conscious black energy thats takes the form of beasts and various humanoids. He described watching them manipulate people into suffering, and then feeding on the negative energy released. Sometimes they would whisper a spell into an ear, other times they would project runes under someones eyelids as they fell asleep.
He told me everyone has one. The more negativity someone generates, and the more suffering they endure or inflict, the larger theirs is. It was so shocking to Philip that he could see these beings so clearly, down to the direct cause and effect journies the manipulations took, yet the world is completely unaware. …
[ defense: love, compassion, forgiveness ]
**** Philip is autistic, hmm, is that caused by …

“I know the capacity that is there to make tyranny total in America. We must see to it that this agency and all agencies that possess this technology operate within the law and under proper supervision, so that we never cross over that abyss. That is the abyss from which there is no return.” — U.S. Senator Frank Church on the NSA, 1975 [ who eventually had “epstein”-mail on him ]

No, no; the war efforts in thee mighty ukraine are on the up and up

they live

trust the science

the video contains many leaps of faith
(and way too much gematria for my tastes);
never the less
it leads unto:

test the science

two rays frolicking
the unexamined life is not worth living
old school humour
i do not like sentimentality
onward to beautiful vistas
what is a virus ?
what is the definition of vaccine ?
natural immunity ? gain of function ? exosomes ? transfection ? gene modification ?
is breathing dangerous ?
does carbon dioxide = death ?
there’s an old folks’ home near me
thought this chair was rather macabre
though some people do welcome death
[ when you see death approach, sing to it ]
{ * technically, the arab saying is when danger approaches }

the impact

from the smallest of parts to the whole;

how deep does shame run?

i used to deeply shame myself as a foundation [unconsciously], from which everything sprung as a projection to hide … my shame ! [in a futile/doomed attempt to convince my-Self of worth]

I see that shame for what it was, is, and no longer will be …

self-imposed limitations to avoid rejection …

ankhon dekhi

मेरा सच मेरे अनुभव का सच होगा. अज से मैं हर उस बात को मानने से इनकार कर दूंगा जिसे मैंने खुद देखा या सुना न हो. हर बात में सवाल करूँगा. हर चीज़ को दोबारा देखूँगा, सुनूँगा, जानूँगा, अपनी नज़र के तराजू से तौलूँगा. अौर कोई भी ऐसी बात, जिसको मैंने जिया ना हो उसको अपने मुँह से नहीं निकालूँगा. जो कुछ भी गलत मुझे सिखाया गया है, या गलत तरीके से सिखाया गया है वो सब भुला दूँगा. अब सब कुछ नया होगा. नए सिरे से होगा. सच्चा होगा, अच्छा होगा, सब कुछ नया होगा. जो देखूँगा, उस पर ही विश्वास करूँगा

Through my own eyes

skin warms in de-light
dancing in sacred embrace
whatever may come